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So I’m giving up.
I’m giving up my negativity and apathy. I’m giving up whining and complaining. I’m giving up procrastination. I’m giving up misery.
And giving into myself. My true self. The one that is driven by potential and creative ideas. The one that is excited about life and traveling and building relationships. The one that writes music and plays in a band. The one that soaks up the sun when it peeks through the clouds. The one that gets excited about taking a walk. The one that likes to dance. The one that loves musical theatre. The one that is me. The one that is Lex.
Because if I don’t, how can I become everything that I’ve longed to be? How can I change the world? How can I be your friend? How can I laugh at the smallest things?
So I give in.
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